My 79th Failure

Well now... I was supposed to have a date today. But she turned her back on me, at the last minute too.
Now I sit here, venting to walls cursing myself in the mirror. Another failure, Another day.
I should really give up, but I won't. People say to me, that there is many more fish in the sea. I say back. There has been an oil spill. I won't ever find her there.

A string of bad luck in general today. Strong winds blast me in the morning, spending my last of my change on a smoke that lasted me 5 minutes, get my back turned on my date. get a puddle splashed on me from an asshole on wheels... get creeped out at the bus stop. Ahh, I guess this is just one of those days.